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<h1 class="title"><a href="/">~</a>/<a href="/lotte">lotte</a>/<a href="/lotte/blog">blog</a>/<a
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href="/lotte/blog/diary">diary</a>/<span class="title-emphasis">gf visit :)</span></h1>
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<p>i visited my girlfriend! i got home two days ago but i was TIRED from the plane ride and also MALNOURISHED
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from the stores being closed so i didnt write any blog post about it yet! but here it is!!!</p>
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<figcaption>picture of me and gf being cute :)</figcaption>
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<p>visiting my girlfriend was really nice! we mostly just hung out in faer room and cuddled non-stop tbh,, but it
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was RLY NICE</p>
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<p>i also decided during the trip that i'll move to faer in germany as soon as its possible for me to do that,,,</p>
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<p> so overall! pretty good trip!</p>
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<p>we also had to begrudgingly leave faer house and stop cuddling sometimes bc fae had university while i visited!
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so i had to come with faer to university</p>
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<p>but it was p nice!! i got to meet one of faer friends and they seemed v nice! (even tho i was so scared of them
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cuz i didnt want them to hate me<span role="presentation">(⌒_⌒;)</span>)</p>
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<p>me and my gf also went for a long walk the final day before i had to go home!
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<p>i took lots of pictures on the walk that u can see on <a class="link" href="/made/photography/05042023">my
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photography page!</a> the walk was really nice :)</p>
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<img src="pics/08042023/ZOECUTE.JPG" alt="portrait of my girlfriend smiling and being cute" width="50%">
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<figcaption>zoe is cute</figcaption>
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<p>we also made food together a bunch of times it was p cool</p>
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<div>also! i cleaned my kitchen and it has improved my life tenfold. i feel like a <div class="tooltip">person <span
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class="tooltiptext">still a tiger tho</span></div> now.</div>
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<p>my kitchen was uncleaned for like several months except for like small miniscule bits of cleaning i managed to
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<p>but yesterday i did it! i cleaned my kitchen fully!!! and now everything feels so much nicer.</p>
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<p>so thats pretty cool</p>
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<h1 class="title"><a href="/">~</a>/<a href="/lotte">lotte</a>/<a href="/lotte/blog">blog</a>/<a
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href="/lotte/blog/diary">diary</a>/<span class="title-emphasis">first post :o</span></h1>
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<p>meow</p>
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the test was a success! now i can put the selfies i took today here :3
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i took them with this
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fancy new camera <span class="tooltiptext">panasonic lumix gx8</span>
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i got recently. at first i was just looking into simple point-and-shoots
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but then i kinda went down a big rabbit hole about camera equipment and
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soo i found this really good used mirrorless camera + lens for around
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€200-300¹. and im happy with it! im excited to take some more pictures
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with it!!
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probably gonna add like. a photography section to
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<a href="/made" class="zelda">/made</a> and put photos i take there.
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¹it cost that but then i had to pay like another €150 becuase of tolls.
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eugh. still happy with the camera tho :)
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<h1 class="title"><a href="/">~</a>/<a href="/lotte">lotte</a>/<a href="/lotte/blog">blog</a>/<a
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href="/lotte/blog/diary">diary</a>/<span class="title-emphasis">i neeeed fluffy ears :(</span></h1>
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<p>i want big fluffy ears and paws so baaad,,,,,</p>
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<p>thats the mood lately</p>
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<div>i went to <div class="tooltip">florida<span class="tooltiptext">not the
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american one</span></div> a couple of days ago and took a few <a class="link"
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href="/made/photography/12032023">photographs</a>.</div>
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<p>it wasnt the prettiest place so i didnt take many pictures, but there were a few i was kinda happy with.</p>
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<p>i want to createee so baddd,,,, i want to make art and games and stuff but it is HARDD,</p>
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<p>i tried to draw kim kitsuragi recently but i just couldnt do it.</p>
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<p> i had like! A MOMENT,, where i could draw without feeling horrible!!!! but im starting to think it was a fluke,
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(or that maybe i was only really ok with the drawing because it was of <a class="link"
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href="https://www.tumblr.com/comfortlotte/711029059687202816/harrier-dubois">harrier du bois</a> and a fucked up
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drawing of
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that guy is a normal drawing of that guy)</p>
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<p> but likeee</p>
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<p>i just wanna be fine with making art thats kinda bad and rough around the edges,, as long as its MY CREATION that
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i get to point to and say LOOK!!! I MADE THIS THING!!!!!!</p>
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<p>but i just CANT. DO IT.</p>
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<div>i put my little pen to my little drawing tablet or <div class="tooltip">my little finger<span
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class="tooltiptext">i wish it was a BIG CLAW</span></div> to my little laptop touchpad and i feel like every
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movement i do is wrong and for every line i draw ive made an irredeemable mistake until it builds up so much that
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i just have to delete the whole thing because i cant show this to people i cant even look at it myself</div>
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<p>anyways. i wish i could draw a fursona for myself. it would fix me.</p>
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<h1 class="title"><a href="/">~</a>/<a href="/lotte">lotte</a>/<a href="/lotte/blog">blog</a>/<a
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href="/lotte/blog/diary">diary</a>/<span class="title-emphasis">dvorak</span></h1>
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<p>ive found a new way to be quirky about my computer usage! im switching to programmer dvorak!!</p>
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<p>im typing really slowly and it feels like learning a new language, but its honestly really fun to use</p>
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<p>on qwerty touch typing always felt super awkward and unintuitive, but on dvorak all the motions are just like
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nice and fun!</p>
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<div>im gonna write a longer entry about how much i like dvorak later when i can type faster, right now it would
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take too long <div class="tooltip">eotueonuho <span class="tooltiptext">dvorak keysmash</span></div>
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<p>im definitely obsessed tho its just so fun to type with!!!</p>
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<h1 class="title"><a href="/">~</a>/<a href="/lotte">lotte</a>/<a href="/lotte/blog">blog</a>/<a
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href="/lotte/blog/diary">diary</a>/<span class="title-emphasis">happy :)</span></h1>
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<div>oh boy its been ALMOST A MONTH since i last updated this!!!! <div class="tooltip">that was a close one!<span
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class="tooltiptext">if i take longer than a month there ARE assassins outside my home that
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<p>the day kinda just started (it is 10:00) but its a GOOD DAY.</p>
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<p>my sleep schedule has been SUPER fucked lately. but i FINALLY got some got damn sleep at a reasonable hour
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yesterday. IT WAS SO NICE</p>
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<p>before last night i was falling asleep at like!! 10:00 and waking up at like 18:00. that does things to you...
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<p>so far today i've not done much but i did finally take out the trash and go to the store!</p>
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<p>i forgot the store opens late on saturdays so i was there like one and a half hours too early but i took the
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opportunity to go for a walk until the store opens.</p>
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<p>the mountains around me looked soo pretty the way the sun was hitting them but i didnt have my camera with me
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<div>but! i did have my flip phone (i was listening to some <div class="tooltip">rly good music<span
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class="tooltiptext">ok i was gonna make this link to the album cognitive dissonance by the fifth side but i
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cant find it anywhere online?? so idk. just know ur missing out on some real good music cuz the fifth side
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<p>so u get flip phone pics of the pretty mountain lol</p>
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alt="picture of a distant mountain with the sun shining on its top half. there are dead winter trees close on the sides of the picture and a small road going towards the mountain with buildings on each side.">
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<p>i am just so overall happy today :))</p>
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<p>it feels like today is gonna be such a good day</p>
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href="/lotte/blog/diary">diary</a>/<span class="title-emphasis">gf annivarsary!!! (also im still using
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<p>im still using dvorak! i like it :)</p>
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<p>i still cant type that fast but its at acceptable levels now, i think. like im around 40 wpm which isnt an
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<p>i promised i would mention some things i like abt it once im fast enough so uhhh! here are some things:</p>
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<p>wrist less ow¹</p>
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<p>the keys are laid out so that when you type words each letter will often alternate between the hands, which
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<p>symbols are more easily available, numbers require u to hold shift (this is nice because i use symbols more
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<p>the keys are also laid out so that in the occasional cases where u type several letters in a row with the same
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hand, ull usually do a little drum from the outside and in. does that make sense? dont care</p>
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<p style="font-size: 80%;">¹ i have to keep using it to know for sure that its actually helping my wrist. my
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<p>in other much more important news!!! today is a v special day!!!!! its me and my girlfriend's 2 year
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<p>two years ago i told faer i dreamt fae called me faer girlfriend and two years ago fae told me fae was
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nueothoeo</p>
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<p>anyways im so lucky that fae isnt as big of a mess as i am and im so so lucky i get to spend my life with faer
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<p>fae is literally the love of my life. my everything. center of the universe</p>
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<p>someday we will celebrate like our fuckign,,, 90 year anniversary together. and im so excited for it. and for
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<p>also in less important news <span style="vertical-align: 50%; font-size: 70%;">[<span style="color: #e63e62;">is
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<p>nothing is happening at uni! there is literally nothing going on over there! were learning abt critically
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<p>officially announcing my intention to just never watch another lecture. ill just like fuckign. read abt the
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<p>hiii,, this is my DIARY. this is where i write abt ANYTHING I WANT. and u cant stop me !! expect selfies,
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<p><a class="zelda" href="08042023">08/04/2023 - gf visit :)</a></p>
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<p><a class="zelda" href="15032023">15/03/2023 - i neeeed fluffy ears :(</a></p>
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<p><a class="zelda" href="25022023">25/02/2023 - happy :)</a></p>
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<p><a class="zelda" href="26012023">26/01/2023 - gf anniversary!! (also im still using dvorak)</a></p>
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<p><a class="zelda" href="16012023">16/01/2023 - dvorak</a></p>
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<p><a class="zelda" href="07012023">07/01/2023 - first post :o</a></p>
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<description>lotte blog</description>
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<title>lotte diary</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog/diary</link>
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<description>#follow this blog to hear abt my day sometimes</description>
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<title>08/04/2023</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog#08042023</link>
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<title>08/04/2023 - gf visit :3</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog/diary/08042023</link>
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<guid>08042023</guid>
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<description>i visited my girlfriend!</description>
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<pubdate>Sat, April 08 2023</pubdate>
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<item>
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<title>15/03/2023</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog#15032023</link>
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<title>15/03/2023 - i neeeed fluffy ears :(</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog/diary/15032023</link>
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<guid>15032023</guid>
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<description>i want big fluffy ears nad i want to CREATE things and also i went to florida</description>
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<pubdate>Wed, March 15 2023</pubdate>
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<title>25/02/2023</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog#25022023</link>
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<title>25/02/2023 - happy :)</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog/diary/25022023</link>
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<guid>25022023</guid>
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<description>oh boy its been ALMOST A MONTH since i last updated this!!!! that was a close one!</description>
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<pubdate>Sat, February 25 2023</pubdate>
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</item>
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<item>
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<title>26/01/2023</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog#26012023</link>
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<title>26/01/2023 - gf anniversary!! (also im still using dvorak)</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog/diary/26012023</link>
|
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<guid>26012023</guid>
|
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<description>why i like dvorak, 2 year gf anniversary, and more :)</description>
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<pubdate>Mon, January 26 2023</pubdate>
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</item>
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<item>
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<title>16/01/2023</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog#16012023</link>
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<title>16/01/2023 - dvorak</title>
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog/diary/16012023</link>
|
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<guid>16012023</guid>
|
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<description>ive found a new way to be quirky about my computer usage!</description>
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<pubdate>Mon, January 16 2023</pubdate>
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<item>
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<title>07/01/2023 22:00</title>
|
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog#07012023-2</link>
|
||||
<title>07/01/2023 - first post :o</title>
|
||||
<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog/diary/07012023</link>
|
||||
<guid>07012023-2</guid>
|
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<description>the test was a success! now i can put the selfies i took today here :3</description>
|
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<pubdate>Sat, January 7 2023</pubdate>
|
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</item>
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<item>
|
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<title>07/01/2023 20:58</title>
|
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<link>https://lotte.kittycat.homes/lotte/blog#07012023</link>
|
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<guid>07012023</guid>
|
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<description>meow</description>
|
||||
<pubdate>Sat, January 7 2023</pubdate>
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</item>
|
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</channel>
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</rss>
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</head>
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<body>
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<h1 class="title">
|
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<a href="../" style="vertical-align: 100%"><-</a>
|
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<span style="vertical-align: 50%">welcome to</span> my
|
||||
<span style="vertical-align: -50%" class="title-emphasis">blog</span>
|
||||
</h1>
|
||||
<h1 class="title"><a href="/">~</a>/<a href="/lotte">lotte</a>/<span class="title-emphasis">BOGGINg!!!</span></h1>
|
||||
<div class="box">
|
||||
<p>
|
||||
hello!<br />
|
||||
i wanted an excuse to update this website more often<br />
|
||||
so.. blog!<br />
|
||||
expect me to just kinda put anything on here whenever i remember:
|
||||
selfies, feelings, <a style="link" href="dreams">dreams</a>, everything!
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
<a class="zelda" href="rss.xml">rss</a>
|
||||
</div>
|
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|
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<h2 class="box-title title" id="08042023">08/04/2023</h2>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<p>i visited my girlfriend! i got home two days ago but i was TIRED from the plane ride and also MALNOURISHED
|
||||
from the stores being closed so i didnt write any blog post about it yet! but here it is!!!</p>
|
||||
<hr>
|
||||
<figure>
|
||||
<img src="pics/08042023/HOMOSEXUALITY.JPG"
|
||||
alt="Picture of me and my girlfriend being cute and leaning against each other" width="100%">
|
||||
<figcaption>picture of me and gf being cute :)</figcaption>
|
||||
</figure>
|
||||
<hr>
|
||||
<p>visiting my girlfriend was really nice! we mostly just hung out in faer room and cuddled non-stop tbh,, but it
|
||||
was RLY NICE</p>
|
||||
<p>i also decided during the trip that i'll move to faer in germany as soon as its possible for me to do that,,,</p>
|
||||
<p> so overall! pretty good trip!</p>
|
||||
<p>we also had to begrudgingly leave faer house and stop cuddling sometimes bc fae had university while i visited!
|
||||
so i had to come with faer to university</p>
|
||||
<p>but it was p nice!! i got to meet one of faer friends and they seemed v nice! (even tho i was so scared of them
|
||||
cuz i didnt want them to hate me<span role="presentation">(⌒_⌒;)</span>)</p>
|
||||
<hr>
|
||||
<p>me and my gf also went for a long walk the final day before i had to go home!
|
||||
<p>i took lots of pictures on the walk that u can see on <a class="link" href="/made/photography/05042023">my
|
||||
photography page!</a> the walk was really nice :)</p>
|
||||
<figure>
|
||||
<img src="pics/08042023/ZOECUTE.JPG" alt="portrait of my girlfriend smiling and being cute" width="50%">
|
||||
<figcaption>zoe is cute</figcaption>
|
||||
</figure>
|
||||
<hr>
|
||||
<p>we also made food together a bunch of times it was p cool</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="box">
|
||||
<div>also! i cleaned my kitchen and it has improved my life tenfold. i feel like a <div class="tooltip">person <span
|
||||
class="tooltiptext">still a tiger tho</span></div> now.</div>
|
||||
<p>my kitchen was uncleaned for like several months except for like small miniscule bits of cleaning i managed to
|
||||
muster at random.</p>
|
||||
<p>but yesterday i did it! i cleaned my kitchen fully!!! and now everything feels so much nicer.</p>
|
||||
<p>so thats pretty cool</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
|
||||
<h2 class="box-title title" id="15032023">15/03/2023</h2>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<p>i want big fluffy ears and paws so baaad,,,,,</p>
|
||||
<p>thats the mood lately</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<div>i went to <div class="tooltip">florida<span class="tooltiptext">not the
|
||||
american one</span></div> a couple of days ago and took a few <a class="link"
|
||||
href="/made/photography/12032023">photographs</a>.</div>
|
||||
<p>it wasnt the prettiest place so i didnt take many pictures, but there were a few i was kinda happy with.</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="box">
|
||||
<p>i want to createee so baddd,,,, i want to make art and games and stuff but it is HARDD,</p>
|
||||
<p>i tried to draw kim kitsuragi recently but i just couldnt do it.</p>
|
||||
<p> i had like! A MOMENT,, where i could draw without feeling horrible!!!! but im starting to think it was a fluke,
|
||||
(or that maybe i was only really ok with the drawing because it was of <a class="link"
|
||||
href="https://www.tumblr.com/comfortlotte/711029059687202816/harrier-dubois">harrier du bois</a> and a fucked up
|
||||
drawing of
|
||||
that guy is a normal drawing of that guy)</p>
|
||||
<p> but likeee</p>
|
||||
<p>i just wanna be fine with making art thats kinda bad and rough around the edges,, as long as its MY CREATION that
|
||||
i get to point to and say LOOK!!! I MADE THIS THING!!!!!!</p>
|
||||
<p>but i just CANT. DO IT.</p>
|
||||
<div>i put my little pen to my little drawing tablet or <div class="tooltip">my little finger<span
|
||||
class="tooltiptext">i wish it was a BIG CLAW</span></div> to my little laptop touchpad and i feel like every
|
||||
movement i do is wrong and for every line i draw ive made an irredeemable mistake until it builds up so much that
|
||||
i just have to delete the whole thing because i cant show this to people i cant even look at it myself</div>
|
||||
<p>anyways. i wish i could draw a fursona for myself. it would fix me.</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
|
||||
<h2 class="box-title title" id="25022023">25/02/2023</h2>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<div>oh boy its been ALMOST A MONTH since i last updated this!!!! <div class="tooltip">that was a close one!<span
|
||||
class="tooltiptext">if i take longer than a month there ARE assassins outside my home that
|
||||
will not hesitate.</span>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<p>the day kinda just started (it is 10:00) but its a GOOD DAY.</p>
|
||||
<p>my sleep schedule has been SUPER fucked lately. but i FINALLY got some got damn sleep at a reasonable hour
|
||||
yesterday. IT WAS SO NICE</p>
|
||||
<p>before last night i was falling asleep at like!! 10:00 and waking up at like 18:00. that does things to you...
|
||||
so.. blog!<br>
|
||||
i've got a lil diary and a lil collection of thoughts :)
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<p>so far today i've not done much but i did finally take out the trash and go to the store!</p>
|
||||
<p>i forgot the store opens late on saturdays so i was there like one and a half hours too early but i took the
|
||||
opportunity to go for a walk until the store opens.</p>
|
||||
<p>the mountains around me looked soo pretty the way the sun was hitting them but i didnt have my camera with me
|
||||
to
|
||||
take a pic :(</p>
|
||||
<div>but! i did have my flip phone (i was listening to some <div class="tooltip">rly good music<span
|
||||
class="tooltiptext">ok i was gonna make this link to the album cognitive dissonance by the fifth side but i
|
||||
cant find it anywhere online?? so idk. just know ur missing out on some real good music cuz the fifth side
|
||||
is
|
||||
sooo good.</span></div> on it)</div>
|
||||
<p>so u get flip phone pics of the pretty mountain lol</p>
|
||||
<img src="pics/25022023/IMG_0033.jpg" width="100%"
|
||||
alt="picture of a distant mountain with the sun shining on its top half. there are dead winter trees close on the sides of the picture and a small road going towards the mountain with buildings on each side.">
|
||||
<img src="pics/25022023/IMG_0036.jpg" width="100%"
|
||||
alt="another picture of the same mountain, taken by a large road.">
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="box">
|
||||
<p>i am just so overall happy today :))</p>
|
||||
<p>it feels like today is gonna be such a good day</p>
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="list">
|
||||
<ul>
|
||||
<li><a href="diary">diary :3</a></li>
|
||||
<li><a href="thoughts">thots 🤔</a></li>
|
||||
</ul>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<h2 class="box-title title" id="26012023">26/01/2023</h2>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<p>im still using dvorak! i like it :)</p>
|
||||
<p>i still cant type that fast but its at acceptable levels now, i think. like im around 40 wpm which isnt an
|
||||
impressive number but its fast enough that i dont think others have to get bored waiting for me to finish</p>
|
||||
<p>i promised i would mention some things i like abt it once im fast enough so uhhh! here are some things:</p>
|
||||
<p>wrist less ow¹</p>
|
||||
<p>the keys are laid out so that when you type words each letter will often alternate between the hands, which
|
||||
feels
|
||||
rly rhythmic and fun
|
||||
<p>symbols are more easily available, numbers require u to hold shift (this is nice because i use symbols more
|
||||
often
|
||||
than numbers. not that it makes that much of a difference, but i like it)</p>
|
||||
<p>the keys are also laid out so that in the occasional cases where u type several letters in a row with the same
|
||||
hand, ull usually do a little drum from the outside and in. does that make sense? dont care</p>
|
||||
|
||||
<p style="font-size: 80%;">¹ i have to keep using it to know for sure that its actually helping my wrist. my
|
||||
wrists
|
||||
like to hurt randomly and itd be cool if this made that stop happening but theres no way to be sure until ive
|
||||
used
|
||||
it for like a year</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div class="box box-top">
|
||||
<p>in other much more important news!!! today is a v special day!!!!! its me and my girlfriend's 2 year
|
||||
anniversary!
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
<p>two years ago i told faer i dreamt fae called me faer girlfriend and two years ago fae told me fae was
|
||||
literally
|
||||
already doing that because it was so fucking obvious we were dating already and the only one who didnt know was
|
||||
me
|
||||
nueothoeo</p>
|
||||
<p>anyways im so lucky that fae isnt as big of a mess as i am and im so so lucky i get to spend my life with faer
|
||||
<p>
|
||||
<p>fae is literally the love of my life. my everything. center of the universe</p>
|
||||
<p>someday we will celebrate like our fuckign,,, 90 year anniversary together. and im so excited for it. and for
|
||||
every moment that leads to it, and every moment after</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="box">
|
||||
<p>also in less important news <span style="vertical-align: 50%; font-size: 70%;">[<span style="color: #e63e62;">is
|
||||
it even
|
||||
news?</span>]</span></p>
|
||||
<p>nothing is happening at uni! there is literally nothing going on over there! were learning abt critically
|
||||
acclaimed boardgame monopoly or something. i hate uni lectures so much</p>
|
||||
<p>officially announcing my intention to just never watch another lecture. ill just like fuckign. read abt the
|
||||
things instead. much easier than understanding wtf these lecturer people are doing</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<h2 class="box-title title" id="16012023">16/01/2023</h2>
|
||||
<div class="box">
|
||||
<p>ive found a new way to be quirky about my computer usage! im switching to programmer dvorak!!</p>
|
||||
<p>im typing really slowly and it feels like learning a new language, but its honestly really fun to use</p>
|
||||
<p>on qwerty touch typing always felt super awkward and unintuitive, but on dvorak all the motions are just like
|
||||
nice and fun!</p>
|
||||
<div>im gonna write a longer entry about how much i like dvorak later when i can type faster, right now it would
|
||||
take too long <div class="tooltip">eotueonuho <span class="tooltiptext">dvorak keysmash</span></div>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<p>im definitely obsessed tho its just so fun to type with!!!</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<h2 class="box-title title" id="07012023">07/01/2023</h2>
|
||||
<div class="box">
|
||||
<p>meow</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
|
||||
<div class="box" id="07012023-2">
|
||||
<p>
|
||||
the test was a success! now i can put the selfies i took today here :3
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
<div>
|
||||
<img src="pics/07012023/selfie2.JPG"
|
||||
alt="trans girl wearing red flannel taking a mirror selfie with a big mirrorless camera" width="45%" />
|
||||
<img src="pics/07012023/selfie3.JPG" width="45%" />
|
||||
<img src="pics/07012023/selfie1.JPG" width="45%" />
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<div>
|
||||
i took them with this
|
||||
<div class="tooltip">
|
||||
fancy new camera <span class="tooltiptext">panasonic lumix gx8</span>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
i got recently. at first i was just looking into simple point-and-shoots
|
||||
because my flip phone's camera wasnt good enough to take selfies with
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
<p>
|
||||
but then i kinda went down a big rabbit hole about camera equipment and
|
||||
stuff. and i always wanted to get more into photography!
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
<p>
|
||||
soo i found this really good used mirrorless camera + lens for around
|
||||
€200-300¹. and im happy with it! im excited to take some more pictures
|
||||
with it!!
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
<p>
|
||||
probably gonna add like. a photography section to
|
||||
<a href="/made" class="zelda">/made</a> and put photos i take there.
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
<p style="font-size: 80%">
|
||||
¹it cost that but then i had to pay like another €150 becuase of tolls.
|
||||
eugh. still happy with the camera tho :)
|
||||
</p>
|
||||
</div>
|
||||
</body>
|
||||
|
||||
</html>
|
||||
|
|
@ -14,8 +14,8 @@
|
|||
<span style="vertical-align: 50%">25/02/2023</span>
|
||||
</h1>
|
||||
<div class="box">taken with a nokia 2720 flip</div>
|
||||
<img class="box" src="/lotte/blog/pics/25022023/IMG_0033.jpg">
|
||||
<img class="box" src="/lotte/blog/pics/25022023/IMG_0036.jpg">
|
||||
<img class="box" src="/lotte/blog/diary/pics/25022023/IMG_0033.jpg">
|
||||
<img class="box" src="/lotte/blog/diary/pics/25022023/IMG_0036.jpg">
|
||||
|
||||
</body>
|
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|
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|
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